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May21ST.

Eeek.. rough day. My mom passed 19 years ago on this day… I didn’t realize the date till late last night.. but it makes sense why I couldn’t go to sleep yesterday, and just extremely anxious. I always getting mad antsy on that day…
Anyways.. my life seems to be very eventful lately… Progress […]

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Right this minute.

This is how I feel sitting at this meeting.
UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! I want to kick him. UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! UGH! […]

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Lie vs Truth

Moment of Clarity:
What’s sadder than a liar, is someone that lies so much that they start believing their own lies and living it like it’s the truth.
The truth is not the truth until you internalize it as the truth…
and in this case.. the “so-called” truth is in all reality a fucking lie.
Pretty pathetic eh?!
Yea… thats […]

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1+1=3

Yup. 3 is an extremly powerful number.Who ever said 1+1=2?!?! Makes sense why I go for 13 now all the time.. the 1 and the 3 .. says a lot.. I would break it down.. but what fun would that be for me.. NONE.   

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Glitches

So yes, yes .. I know..my myspace page is gone. Blame it on some blasts from the past that just wont go away.
After a gang of emails, texts, and msgs… Yes I realize its gone.. *shrug* O well… it is what it is.. kind of irritated cause I had a gang of msgs saved […]

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hmmmmm

Is it possible that I might be falling “in love” with LA.. and possibly make a move out there? I don’t know.. something about this trip made me think and feel a certain way about the west coast.. might be tempted on making that move even…….hmmm .. just a thought.. life wont be complete till […]

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21 DAYS

20 more to go.

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MOMENT OF TRUTH

“I have a reputation of genuity. Same with Fadia, Ree and Ian, cuz people know we do not only throw parties, but we support what others are doing. The “scene” has been saturated with flavor of the month type mofo’s, seeking to take Hannibal and Vinnet pics with “key” people like “Battery 5″ for their […]

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Letting Go.

Went to church with the “New Friend” and hey maaaannnnnnnnnn.. I think he slipped the preacher a note to talk directly to me [ or is that not how it always feels like?!]
Talked about the “Art of Letting Go”
Something I have been really focused on doing in the past week.. in lieu of recent events.
“New […]

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To all the boys I loved.

“Later that day I got to thinking about relationships.
There are those that open you up to something new and exotic,those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back.
But the […]

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About [FADIA] [KADER]

Purified in Lake Minnetonka, I hate Cinnamon, Obsessed with the number 13, collect stamps, live for Miles Davis, have a crush on a dirty boy that smells good, "Governed by Loyalty"-LLSC, I Demand your respect, you can hate it now, but I promise you will love/appreciate it later.Workaholic, Focused. Cloud-Hopper, In love with Atlanta, Cheating with New York, Hustler, Move in silence, Grinder, Eau de Parfuma collector, I love anything coconut, "Bonnie" and "Alabama" combined is who I am..Step into my world...just wipe your feet off please...


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